Dating...sigh...

I now know why I haven't gone on many dates since the break-up, it is hard work. What to wear? What do you want to do? No, what do YOU want to do? Are you hungry? Am I hungry? What are you doing tonight? Does it matter what we do? What to say? How to say it? Did I say something wrong? Is he into me or is he bored? I'm I into him? Why am I so nervous? There is nothing to be nervous about. Again, do I look ok? Oh, wow, I should have worn something nicer, or oh, wow, I dressed up too much!!! Way too many decisions, and I am so scared to make the wrong decision.

And it seems the more you like the guy/girl the more questions you ask yourself. When I am just not that into a guy I am not nearly as nervous. But look out, if I like the guy, I tense up and get scared. It is so not fair. I am really a fun person to be around, and probably over opinionated and such, but not during the first phase of dating. Which is the phase that counts. SIGH...

OK I have decided I need to start researching dating and romance and try to figure out WHY we ask WHY so much. Why we over analyze everything. Why is it so hard to date. I am telling you a person could make a killing on writing books or creating documentaries on "how to date, relax, and have fun". Any body with me, we can make a fortune...

I am Living Single in Texas...